With the close of 2011 at hand I’m hoping my bladder health improves in 2012. I have gotten more bladder infections, endearingly know as UTI (gosh its own acronym) then maybe all of my 36 years I’ve been in the “the club.” I’m feeling some shame as I admit this to the world that reads my blog. All the words that define shame, the guilt, embarrassment, unworthiness, disgrace feel like they fit me to a T right now.

Why feel shame? Well cuz most gimps don’t talk about bladder infections much, we just take the meds, like they are part and parcel for this gig of disability and get on with life, so I have that “maybe it’s just me” feeling. Intellectually I know it’s not but l feel it. And I’ve got the shame blame going cuz I’m known, in my circles, as Miss Healthy Nut and I can’t ditch the witch or the itch of a bladder infection and that gets to me.
I know the moment have a UTI, seems like always this past year. I get a little flushed and no it’s not blushing, it’s more like I put way too much blush on because it sticks with me. Then there’s the cloudy pee pee. Cool thing about a catheter is I can instantly see the cloud. The smell, ugh, yuck, the pressure, boohoo. Then my back gets all busy zapp’n zingers on my left side, always on my left side. I get a little hot, a pounding headache and really tired, like sleep 12 hours and not want to get outa bed tired. Bam, knocked out! Hello UTI.
Miss Nut that I am has tried much to douse the flames. Water puts out the fire, flushing out toxins and I’ve drunk gallons of stuf , staying home so I won’t have to flow when there’s no place to go. I’ve taken vitamin C up the ying yang and tinctures, formulas, blends, flushes, magic potions of Cranberry

(I’ve taken it in every form, tea, caps, juice yada, yada) Buchu, Lemon Balm, St John’s Wort, Marshmallow, Billberry, Horsetail, Goldenseal, Parsly, Cornsilk, Echinacea, Uva Ursi, Yarrow, you name it I’ve ingested it or rubbed it on my body, just kidding about the rubbing, could happen.
These cures have worked fairly well in the past with antibiotic intervention here and there, on my merry way. Yes I do carry my emergence antibiotic when traveling. But I have to admit with some shame, that I do like caffeine, which I’ve been told irritates my bladder. I don’t want to believe that’s true mostly because I selfishly want my fix. Oh! I read that the calicum supplements I take might help the filthy buggers stick to my walls, kinda like pasta when it's done. This year not even antibiotics are working, when my bladder goes bad it happens fast.
My doctor thinks I’m some kind of psyche or psycho when I call for drugs now. Doc tries to hold off on the drugs telling me the cloud is just bladder dandruff so I push for get the “test.” Well what do we know, E Coli, how odd, never had that one before, not! The “E” has now become a regular squatter in my bladder, this year. My question is how do those nasty’s get up there? Really I do all the right stuff, wipe front to back, clean cath, clean hands. I’m am short of dousing myself in antibacterial everything and still they thrive.
I have heard the consistent sitting is aiding and abetting the nastiest; well not much I can do bout that. I get checked for kidney stones and other Mac Nasty’s, nothing. I’ve even had collagen injections down there hoping to head them off at the pass. My girlfriend teases me about getting my lips plumped, a side effect.

The injections help with incontinence but not keeping the buggers out.
This year I’ve been on a wide variety drugs completing each course. Then like clockwork, more like clockwork orange, a few days the yelling starts “I’m back!” Doc has suggested a daily dose of antibiotics. but I’m tired of taking drugs, no more please. It feels like it’s been all year long, just too long. I know I’ve had some reprieve but I’m being a drama queen right now.
So fed up, I recently asked a
medical intuitive about my condition. She said I got me some Candida and that’s causing the UTI.

That taking antibiotics frequently causes vaginal yeast overgrowth that can lead to Candida that can lead to a weakened immune system, which makes it easier for bacteria to multiply in my bladder and voila UTI.
So, here it is New Years Eve the time for resolutions and I have a one, check out the Candida cleanse and diet. Wish me luck! I’ll keep you posted with the Candida 411, if it works it could be a good thing for all of us. Happy New Year!!!
I wish blessings to all, In Joy, Candace
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