Hi, my name is D And I'm from Indonesia. It has been two years ever since i cant use the lower half of my body. Before  i got into this condition, life was treating me well. i have a day job that i really love, i use to play gig around town on weekends with my band, i have a very loving family, and a steady relationship with my girlfriend for seven years. Everything went wrong a day after my wedding. We went to a honeymoon in Bali when i suddenly couldn't feel the lower half of my body. I went home on a wheelchair, and was hospitalized for four months. The doctor doesn't know what my illness is. Now i couldn't enjoy life like i used to. I went to dinner with my wife on her birthday and people would stare at us. She tries to hide her feeling in front of me and kept on smiling but i know deep inside she's suffering. I cant stand to see our life crumbling like this.