I posted a while back about my c4 c5 incomplete SCI. Depression was the topic and still.is. After 4 years and with little or no improvement it has a hold on me. There is so little that I can do for myself. Ihave become so dependent on others for even the basics. There doesn't seem to be any light at the end of the tunnel. Please don't think that I'm suicidal or anything, but the thought does cross my mind. All my problem does is drain the bank and after caregivers, hospital etc. there isnt much left. Sometimes I feel like just a worthless piece of flesh. I know that that feeling is just feeling sorry for myself, but I do feel like that at times.
Is there anything promising out there that a person of 62 years might hope to see? This injury has taken away just about everything that I have enjoyed doing in the past. Hands don't work except for 1 finger, no use of my legs, etc. I know you have heard it all before. Is there any end to this roller coaster of feelings?