Mr. Muse said:
Look, I apologize for ripping into you. I just get frustrated with people who siphon-off other people's energy without giving it back, if only in word. Maybe I expect too much: that my weaknes and flaw: high expectations.
I'm very weary too, of reading and rereading your complaints. I have an MS in counseling: you need it on a few of levels.
Types of Counseling You NEED
2) vitality for life! (The JOY Of Living)
3) any bad habits, like drinking or smoking or drug use? They're real Light robbers
5) maybe vocational
I know we see things differently, and you think you've "tried everything," but believe me, you haven't. From what I've read, you are loading up on pharmaceuticals and you're actually CONTRIBUTING to your own ill-healh by following doctors' orders. They are nimcompoops and you're following every misguided breath they utter. From one quad to another::: go to "mercola dot com" (if ya know what I mean) and get acquainted with your future. Best wishes.